SYF 2007
HERES REPORTING SYF NEWS!!!!!!!! haha okok... well my sis got Gold with Honors for Dance (ACJC) haha cnt wait to see how good is it... haha but their outfit quite kinky... haha...hmm then we hav DRAMA NEWS!!! hahah well ACS BARKER got GOLD!!!!!!!!!! hahaha ok not gold with honors but HEY!!!! TOP 5 ok....... hahha thats some power juniors i hav there... hahha good job... dam proud of u guys! dnt forget my free tic!!!!okok end of report!
BREATHE BETTER....
came back yesterday from hospital... man feelin kind of dizzy now... well for the past few hours at least.... got this major headach.... well on the day of checkin into the hospital my grams had to visit the national eye center which is at SGH so i check in but in the end had to wait cus it was fully booked... so i went off to find my grams and we headed off for lunch together... hehehe my first treat for my grams.... duck rice.... her fav.... hhahaa welll then after that i jus kept joking n messin around with my grams till it was her time to see her doc... well its quite sad that my grams would nvr be able to get perfect vision.... the sad part was that when the consultation was going on she asked the doc if theres anyway to help regain vision as she would liek to see us as grandchildren get married and i had to translate the bad news to her as the doc is an indian... so i said that the current vision u hav now is the best that the doc can do... and you knw its quite obvious sometimes when hearing ppl talk you can tell their emotions... well my grams didnt take it welll... i mean she was sad you can tell from her voice... hais some times i jus wish i could create wonders... but i jus joked about something else to lighten up her spirits... when i got to my bed... i found out that i got upgraded to a better room... well for free... as the class i was looking for was fully booked... so well jus checked in and watched lots of t.v i was messin around with every single thing i see literally....the next day came.... this guy sleepin next to me was the first patient of the day for dr. bala.... its so scary how they would push this bed to fetch u to the opt theatre.... omg... my heart was racing but theres this part of me that wanna go straight for the surgery and get it over and done with... its was 7am... when it was my turn i had to change into the opt outfit and its was 2pm... i get on the opt bed and they pushed me down to the theatre.the journey to the theatre was very bad for me... i needed some family support i mean as tough as i appear outside i really wanted my parents to be with me... i was scared.... i was tearing... well not like profusely... but jus like one drop and liek teh rest i tried to suck it back in... i had to go through lots of checks b4 i was finally got pushed to the room to prep me... they first inject my hand so as to filter this liquid.... then after that i was tranfered to the opt table....it was frightening.... they pasted stickers on me... had the doc insert a long cotten into my nose and after that a nurse putting a mask over me... it was the thing that would make me sleep... i was breathing it... well jus like small breathes.... and they the nurse told me me to take one deep breathe... viola... unconsiounce after that dnt ask me i jus totally dnt rmb a thng.... after the opt i was pushed to the icu... i woke up with a hard garsp for air then after that i feel very uncomfortable trying to regain my breathe i seriously thought i would die any minute.... man it was tough adjusting... as in oxygen... food and drinks.... man.... i dnt wanna do it agian... after the opt felt very bad... as in not in top condition obviously... kept getting headchs and giddy... it took two days to fully recover after that two days the doc had to pull out this 20cm sponge from my nose thru my throat out... and it wasnt a good experience... its something like a tampon to stop the bleeding after opt... so to take it out they first injected water to my nose to help pull it out easier.... then water was running out of my eyes nose and mouth.... he then took hold of the nylon string and said " well adler, enjoy the ride" hahaha seriously man at that situation thsi doc sure knws how to joke... within secs he started pulling AH.................... man i didnt shout i jus was like shocked and grossed out.... man............ its disgusting... okok so now im at home trying to recover... i was given 2weeks MC but i dnt think sch can wait... ill jus rest for the first week of sch and after that try to adjust back though i dnt knw wehther my headachs and giddiness would subside or not... hais... sch seems so fun... i really dnt wanna miss out on anything.... well feeling very bad now as in the headachs and giddiness... its really killing me, it can jus flare my temper up real fast for the smallest things... yup so not a good thing... well jus wanna hav mee siam... havent ate it in a long while..... thats all folks....
Altering a better life...
hmmm been thinking alot these few days... im kind of insecure wat my future stands for me... well you know i thought it would be hard giving up modeling but actually i kind of am starting to think that yea im not cut out for it... welll i guess theres alot of other things out there at is worth my time... jeezzz you know? this age game is really fucked up... but i hmm.... i dnt knw... well ok lets see wat i can do for my modeling... well apparently i cnt do much cus i dnt hav THE LOOK.... but i guess im jus still in the young boy kind of look... hais... you know its quite fustrating how some guys look so musculine and matured due to their puberty and some like me are jus so boyish due to late puberty... jezz... well ok lets jus say that after army i would be able to have my manly look so by then i would be 23y.o erm... then ill go try out some modeling.... if really no go then ill jus give up completely... but the thing is that if im jus gonna push back my plans then i feel so empty now... maybe i should work? hmmm i hoping to work under daniel boey... well he said that he will talk to his manager i hope i at least get to be his intern to learn more events management... ahah which im proud of cus im good at it... hmm wat else can i do? concentrate on my studies and get into OCS!!! hahaha! yes yes... hmmm... yea not forgeting to build up my body on the way too..well image is to important to me... i mean might be due to the job that i was persuing... but i guess its time that i jus let it go... i mean im jus totally obsess with how i look.... i wanna edit here and there... argh.... sometimes i jus wanna die.... but oh wells... i dnt knw... i think i need counselling... hais i really wanna get over it... and hopefully by army time i would be able to look manly... to be exact seductive manly... hais havent been able to get any gf... well partly my fault... oh well.... hmmm....okok... so i guess im kind of geared up for my new life.... i shall concentrate on studies first and by 23 after trying and still bad responds ill jus give it up.... OKZ... set...
To Dear Anonymous...
ookok i hav put it into an entry so u can see better anonymous...hello! haha thk for your opinion man... but i guess the asian models that u were refering to r those that of a status level in singapore am i right aka singapore supermodels? well do you know that there r a hell lot of model wannabe out there that is even willing to do shows for free???if castings were to be made to be open calls im very sure that u'll see more local models... but the fact that this casting calls r only let notice to agencies in singapore, local models who has potential or has been practicing for years now would get a chance to cast for roles if its on open calls... well i do my own research... try walking into a reputable modeling agency and look at their boards... their local faces r jus too little or dnt hav at all... Y?! cus agents rejects local faces when model wannabes do their walk-ins... the demand in singapore is clearly good for ang mors... if not how come our singapore "supermodels" would start off their career in NYC rather than singapore? heres something to think about... its a fact...then we talk about financially.... come on... for the singapore supermodels to demand a higher pay is it wrong? well check out giselle bunchan... do u knw that her pay in brazil for a fashion is much higher now than in NYC? then look at Ai the face of SFF '07 i HEARD that she walks for $50,000 per show... so why not get that money and invest in our local supermodels and propel them to a higher level?then you talk about foreign models willing to take up jobs for a smaller amount of money... well this is something that i heard of... these foriegn models r mainly those that cnt make it in big fashipn capitals... maybe due to height, measurements, look or age... lets look at ave management models... their ang mor models can be seen in nyc and stuffs... i knw that cus im able to find them on reputable agency webbies from NYC, Milan and barcelona... do u think they would wanna get a low pay? come on... models r not cheap goods u knw? there is alot to think about. their lodging, gyming, food, lessons, beauty treatments and alot more... u cnt expect 300bucks is good enough?! come on havent even add in taxi fees yet...that is also the reason y alot of the local models rather flee to other countries like hong kong, tokyo, taipei... their pay is definately higher than singapore's pay or slightly and its some what able to SURVIVE.... hais... its jus some research that i hav done... cus im a model wannabe... do u think i wouldnt wanna do it? come on... im dieing to be a model... but i hav been rejected again and again... man... im jus really lost... its very hard for a local model to gain a supermodel status in its own country (singapore)... CUS i have given u the reason... jus low demand and exposure for local faces.... hais... and the expectation on local faces r jus way too high... can u imagine gareld and alvin r considered as COMMERCIAL faces??? omg.. seriously... if they r commercial im rubbish... if u wanna check them out u can go to elite hong kong webbie to find them.... jus to let u knw... they r singaporeans that model in hongkong... hey reply by going to the comment part i think u would able to type more fluently...
stupid hols...
hahaha hello! finally im updating!!! haha! well actually i hav no mood at all in updating BUT theres this one news that im gonna report that u jus wanna knw... well if youre a singaporean i guess this would affect u but in my case i jus laughed about it...anyways this hols hasnt been good to me... haha i dnt think i really did much jus rotting at home... well but its also cus of my illness thats y i tend to get sleepy easily... yup ok anyhow... well fashion fest jus ended not long ago... i went for 2 shows... one is FOX by wingtai and the other is the Levis show... Frankly speaking i feel that this year's fashion fest cnt be compared to last year's. i mean i dnt find anything fancy about this year's shows... at least last year there were bigger brands in the main tent not forgetting a major supermodel!!! hahah oh... i jus find it dam funny... where r the singapore supermodels? i mean its SINGAPORE fashion fest right? so?! seriously... i jus feel that singapore is stll at the age where ANGMORS rule!!! i mean for goodness sake... u wanna be one of the fashion capital but u dnt hav an edge to ur country! wtf? look at hongkong, taiwan, japan and even KOREA!!! omg... to me korea didnt really step into the fashion world that big as compared to japan... but for crying out loud! they use their native ppl more than ANGMORS!!!!!!!! tsk... really nuts la... singapore got chinese, malay and indians... u trying to tell me u jus cnt find any? or ure jus simply bias? fuck man! wake up! set ur trend, dnt be a loser and follow... tahts like copycat... wat a disgrace for the artistic world!!!!!! hahaha! ok sorry for the big blow man... jus a penny of thought....ok during the hols we had a small AC class gathering at ivan's new home!!!!!! omg dam cool... i wanna pack my bags and move in NOW!!!!!!! he has so many games! he even hav the Wii game that cost 800bucks? omg dam cool like playing virtual reality... then after the games of tennis, bowling, boxing and golf! we had a kareoko session!!!!!! hahaha! omg jon totally brought the house down!~ hahaha! oh and we order so many pizzas! madness man!!! hey!!! buds! lets hav another gatehring!!!!!!!!!! ahhahah!next! ame has left for auckland already!!!!!!!!!! :'( gonna miss her so dearly... well i mean good for her... CAUSE he has a big suite to herself wth?! im so gonna nail a intern in NYC!!! crap! hahaha but she is enjoying herself here so i guess everythings good... oh hey ame! if u didnt knw.... its actually my first time sending off a friend!!!!!!! hahha! yupz so ure really one of the few honored few! hahhaa!dag dag dag DAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok now the moment that u hav been waiting for!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the big exciting news!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahhaa!!!!!!!!!! omg im going crazy... hahah okok! lets start... well i was browsing on the web and i came across the MR WORLD pagent thing.... i mean its only normal to like look at who singapore sends out right?! hahhaa when i click on it i thought ok lar MR world should be someone that is like dam handsome or like hot right?! hahah but to my shock!! it was some one who has jus came back from the wet market buying so fish... omg................................ seriously... u will understand when u see his pic... i mean singapore... r u blind or someting? omg... wat a disgrace... hahha! but im laughing cus hais... hahah i dnt knw... jus find it dam funny... ok well seeing is believe so heres the link go check him out... http://www.mrworld.tv/contestants.asp may God pls bless singapore's image... hahaha!!!ok now on a low note... i doubt i would be traveling this hols... thks to.... hais.... oh... ill be checkin into SGH on 17april2007 so well i mean if u hav the time do visit me... i guess ill be dam bored being in the c class ward... hais... operation would be on the 18 so im gonna check out only on the 20th... yup oh wells... sighs... i wanna travel...***pics of the fashion and ame's departure can be seen in the gallery... enjoy!!!
